LIVE IT WHILE YOU CAN

In this world so wide and round

You have got no place to run around.

With sun setting down the horizon,

And the work still left undone.

There is a storm in your head

The only thing you wish is to be dead.

This life of ours is so small,

Just think of it like an empty hall.

The choice is all yours to fill it with?

Either a quiet and loving breath

 Or a place full of heat.

A ray of hope is always there

What you need is to be aware.

Fill yourself with bright sunshine,

Or just lament with an empty glass of wine.

Think of all meadows, you could have gone.

Lush green grasslands, spring wind blowing on and on.

You live in a cottage somewhere

With your cattle and crops you all need to care.

Everyday you can sleep under a tree

With a sweet song of a humming bee.

The sun will hug you in its warmth,

Is there anything else you want?

You roam the prairies with your lovely friends,

A cute pup whose love for you never ends.

A sweet fawn beside you day by day

Creating a new world where you can play.

A cow with mother’s eyes,

Whose care for you never dies.

You play with calves and pups and fawn,

And realize all your pain be gone.

Imagine your life with all those friends

Where you will not face any dead ends.

Just see how wonderful your life would be

When you can breathe the air, so free.

CONFUSED

Sometimes I feel so lonely

And wish, there would be someone who will love me only.

The pain shows up here and again

Pouring continuously on me like an acid rain.

What the hell am I doing here??

It’s like a body whose soul is lost somewhere.

Failure after failure

That’s my breathing air.

Craving for some peace that I can’t find anywhere

Is this my luck or just me?

Who just messes everything around while the whole world see.

I don’t pay a penny to the people talking around

They are nothing but the real life hell hounds.

Why can’t they mind their own business??

And just for a second let me enjoy my emptiness.

Well, now I know the secret

The world is nothing but just like a fishing net.

We all are so trapped into it

That we have lost the path that will lead us away from it.

THE LONELY MOUNTAINS

The lonely mountains

The lonely mountains are standing there,

Looking for some help everywhere,

But still it finds an empty land,

With all lost cattle,

And storms of sand.

The greenery that once it hold,

Has got theft and never being told,

But still it holds his fallen hope,

With cloudless sky,

And a hanging rope.

He thinks if he should grab it or not,

As the place where he lives is scorching hot.

But he sees some good in living there,

That he may find a friend

Running out to him from nowhere.

He sleeps at the same place for days so long,

Searching for his forgotten song.

He used to sing it every day,

As it makes him think of his maiden

Whom he hopes to see sitting at his bay.

Finally his patience breaks

And the ground shook with every step he takes.

When he hear its crying voice,

He holds his ground

As he has got no choice.

He thinks of what this wellness means,

When he stands alone with dried up streams.

And thus he threw away all his hopes,

So that the world may live

As he just stared at the hanging rope.

The lonely mountains are still there,

With all the indignities that he bear.

It is you who must tell whether it is right or wrong,

As you have made him to leave his world,

Which is the real place where he belong.

Show some self-respect that you may have,

Or I think that it is all lost due to the way you behave.

If someday he takes the final decision

You will stand just alone,

With all useless ammunition.

The lonely mountains means a lot,

It reminds the world, the sacrifices it got.

A day will come when you will stand in his shoes,

Only then you can see

How hard it is when it comes to choose.

THE WARRIOR

We all dream of becoming someone on whom the whole world will look at, in other words we want to be a healthy example for others so that they can tread the same path that we lead to attain success, but, have you ever wondered what it really requires and what one has to go through to attain such position.

THE DAYS WILL COME

AND THE DAYS WILL GO.

THE TALES OF YOURS HAVE BEEN TOLD,

LONG AGO.

THE TIME IS NOW,

WHEN THE PATH IS LAID.

IT IS YOU WHO HAS TO LEAD 

AS THE PAST IS DEAD.

RELIVE YOUR DAYS

WITH FULL GLORY AND ALL SORTS OF PRAISE.

THE NAME OF YOURS WILL BE CARVED ON STONES,

BY OUR ELDERLY TALES.

THE NIGHT HAS COME

AND YOU HAVE TO MAKE US THROUGH.

ALTHOUGH THE WOLVES' HOWLING HAS BEGUN,

WITH FACES GOING BLUE.

BUT,

REMEMBER,

EVEN A SMALL FIRE IS ENOUGH,

TO MAKE THE DARKNESS WITHDREW.

THE ERAS ARE ALL SAME

WITH DIFFERENCE IN THE KINDS OF VILLAIN.

BUT,

THERE IS A WARRIOR WHO HAS THE COURAGE

TO GO OVER ALL HIS PAINS.

HE KNOWS NO LOVE FOR LIFE

OR FEAR OF DEATH

AND CAN EVEN STAND A LONE BATTLE 

TILL HIS LAST BREATH.

HE ATTAINS THE UTMOST GLORY

AND THAT IS A VIEW.

THE CHOICE IS YOURS 

TO ATTAIN IT WITH A BLADE,

EVEN IN THE DARKEST SHADE.

OR WITH A FIRM INK ON A PAGE,

WHICH NEVER ASKS THE QUESTION-

'WHAT IS YOUR AGE?' 

WHEN YOU ARE ALL ALONE

There are moments in my lives when I am all alone and really want someone to talk with, someone who can understand me, someone who can look through me, but, that is not always possible. Infact, the above description is becoming more and more a fantasy kind of thing in today's world. So, here is a place where I find myself supported by numerous trustworthy friends.

When you are all alone,

And no one else is there to talk with,

See the words floating in the air.

It is you who hold the liberty to pick

The heavy air will become light,

Carrying away the solitude of emptiness with it.

But,

Be aware of using them properly

As they are just like empty boxes

Which are nothing without the essence of feelings in it.

Great are the men who master this skill,

They are just like demigods

Who can blow away the loneliness,

At their own will.

So feel its presence

And throw away all your menace.

Then a time will come

When you will carry no penance

And in this puzzled world

You will ultimately find your hidden presence.

WHAT DO I REALLY WANT

Have you ever asked yourself a simple question that what you really want? I am quite sure that although it sounds a very simple question but when it comes to answering it one understands its true gravity? Talking of myself, even I had a similar notion about it. It all changed when I just sat quietly, gave my mind a little rest and started typing what naturally came to me.

The first stage of my mind when I am asking myself this question now, I want her to be with me for my entire life and even afterwards with sweet, wonderful and lovely feeling always flowing between us. Then all of a sudden another point came to me. What should I need to fulfill my desires or to live the life I want to live with her? Well, definitely I should me monetarily in a strong position so that my family would never face any like starvation or when we find it difficult to maintain a respectable and accomplished position in the society.

Now that is enough. You know what I did know? I just came from one room to another. Why? Because my friends were playing fifa 13 and making a hell of a noise and I needed silence to let my feelings flow freely. So, I just came to a second conclusion. At that moment what I needed was silence. Cool, calmness, silence and peace is what I need now to make me flow over this torrential feelings of mine.

I just used a word torrential. But do you know why I really used this word. Not because I have a fine vocabulary but I am trying to take it to a whole new level so that what I am writing could look more mature and meaningful so that if I ever go to a publisher to publish my works, I may not be rejected.

When I was I child, infact even now also, I want to be a cricketer. A good one. I have always wanted to play for Indian cricket team but couldn't get my chances.

Now when I am giving a look to what I have written till now I am finding a variety of desires floating across my mind. But atleast I am happy that it hasn't got stagnant.

So what I basically need is a peace of mind and soul, although I don’t actually know what soul really is.

I even planned to go for a trip of Himachal Pradesh so that I can feel and find myself. See what I really want in this whole world full of craziness and peculiarities and disturbances. I want to be among the mountains living my freedom and foremost experiencing what it really is. I just want to write myself and find the real reason of my existence. I really want to find it. What I am really meant to do???

But I think I am in love also. What can I do about it?? I mean that I can’t reach her, nor contact her, no phone no. email id, fb account and anything like that.

So I am really confused about all of this but what I really want is to be with her.

That is all that I want to say at present. Rest I leave it on you. What I mean to say that you can atleast get a general idea off the state of mind we all are having. The basic characteristic is same what is different is just some sub topics.

THE DAYS YOU WANNA REMEMBER

There are days in life when you remember the good old days and even in the utter darkness a slight smile appears on our face from nowhere. You remember your friends who accompanied in all the shit you created back in the school, when you remember your best childhood friend with whom you have grown up.

Before I came here, in Himachal Pradesh I considered my old school and city full of stupidity and nonsense, but now when I am here I miss that place so dearly. I remember the galleries, the ground, the assembly stage and ofcourse my teachers, some utterly stupid and some extraordinarily frank, understanding and genius. 

Back there I found my school and city full of stupidity

But now when I am here I miss the place so dearly.

Despite of all its cut offs and heat waves

Today I still miss the place.

I love the small ground where we played,

I miss the green lawn where I laid.

With foggy winters

and sweaty summers,

the guava tree

and the sweet buzzing of a cute little bee.  

what could have happened if I was there

the days would be different

I think I couldn't be here.

part 4

Now, a logical mind would surely ask a question about the origin of the matrix or the constituent particles of the matrix. What are they?? Where have they come from??? What are their characteristic properties???

Well, questions are asked so answer is required. The one with the a craving for them  continuous attempts to find them is the real philosopher, scientist and creature , above all,  the most superior being with crystal clear logic and well paved path.

Basically, we can draw several conclusions from here.

 Most of us will think that it has something nothing to deal with them, it’s beyond their field of work or out of their profession. Well, let me tell you rather try to make you understand that this is the fact, reason of your existence and most of all, your outcomes and results. Yes, this is the topic which brings up the result of all your doings.

Let’s talk on a larger scale. Well, I am just a 19 years old guy so I will stick basically to those examples which are easy to understand. How our planet does runs? There are particular systems governing particular aspects like economy and terrorism.

Terrorism - in simple words we can say that terrorism is an act of terror. Now why do you really think that people would really do something to terrorize others or pose as threats to others? It is not because they are evil or something, it is because they don’t have any idea of life. What it is meant for?? I mean, you yourself think that why would someone go around doing something to hurt others rather that doing something that why will be much more beneficial to him or her. It is because as I have already mentioned reason. Terrorists haven’t yet found their real reason to live life with that is why they go about being highly confused, disoriented and randomly.

I just came around one of the reasons myself that why did I really focused for about two to three minutes to select the font of the text. Why?? Am I writing this for my own sake and comfort, for others’ benefit or just to publish some books earn money and have fame, or just live with fame. Truly and honestly speaking I myself is not aware of the correct answer and a little feared to know the outcome also. What if it proves that I am a selfish bastard afterall. See, that’s how things are going on around us and we have no idea about it, infact not even aware of its existence. 

My story, life and words: part 3Actually, I am not really surewhat life rea...

My story, life and words: part 3
Actually, I am not really surewhat life rea...: part 3 Actually, I am not really sure what life really is. I mean how can anybody can be sure about it. It is really a subject of high...

part 3

Actually, I am not really sure what life really is. I mean how can anybody can be sure about it. It is really a subject of high importance and research and development.

People talk of afterlife when they don’t even know what they have to do in their present lives, what role the have in this whole life thing.

Alright, yet another concept just stroke my mind.

Life = matrix or pudding

People around us = various component or constituents of the matrix which determine its functioning.

Decisions made by us = like the forces between the matrix and its constituents. It decides whether repulsive or attractive forces should exist between them.

Additives = these are the anonymous constituents in the matrix which basically work on positive or negative luck like, you have a science test today at school for which you haven’t prepared at all. But, the day is declared as a rainy day which implies holiday. The negative side effect, you have to put on a presentation within a week’s time but  due to sudden reasons your boss had decided to have the presentation earlier.

part 2

Life, what a mysterious and peculiar thing it is. I mean it like an empty water bottle, no water no use. That’s what life is and one needs to fill it with a logical and reasonable meaning or aim. Just see me, look at me man, I am just like a dried river. Nothing much to culture except dirt and stones. I am just dying to find that meaning.

Well, I am confused with yet another theory of my own. Life itself is like a highly densely interconnected network of paths which will lead you to your destiny. I mean you have a whole bunch of paths, or reasons you want to fill your life with. What you need is just the correct choice, and that will lead you to your destiny.  According to this theory one may think that we are the creators of our own destiny as we are the ones who will make the choice, but, how can we make the correct choice if we don’t know already where the path leads to. This is the place where some elderly advice with some wisdom is required. I mean you have to first do a little research work, go to various individuals with different paths and enquire about their result and experience on that path. I think greatness will be achieved, which so ever path you choose, the thing that will matter is the direction of the magnitude, i.e. whether positive or negative.

My ideas on life

Guys this is something that just came my mind one night. So I will be writing them in parts.

Part 1

Life, how can I define it?? A pretty hard question for a guy of my age, I guess. But, it should have some significance, otherwise it will be like a mineral water bottle with no mineral, dull, boring, meaningless and stupid. It is something like constant use of resource without any sort of output. That’s my life at present. I don’t really know what I am doing with it, I have no idea where I am going through, it’s all dark and I don’t know in which direction I am heading. Initially my sole aim of life was to be a cricketer, but know when it is gone for several reasons I feel kind of empty, always having a futile search for some big aim, but, alas I couldn't find one.